It’s 2 o’clock in the morning and I can’t sleep. Here is a list of why:
- I over did it today popping tags at Goodwill and a couple other thrift stores. There was resting in between but it’s difficult to rest while riding in the car.
- The hamster in my brain won’t get off his wheel. Currently, the loop consists of the ridiculous amount of sewing projects in my brain, all the cool gardening ideas I saw on Pinterest earlier, the letter we got from my kid’s school warning us of the amount of tardies my kids have had and how three tardies equal one absence and they are required to attend a certain number of hours, all our medical bills, and whether Social Security is going to approve me for disability or not. I really need to get a new hamster in my brain because this one is keeps bringing up things that I’ll never have the energy for or that I can’t change. I would love to sew or garden all day but I don’t have the energy and those activities cause too much pain. I can’t drive in the morning so other than nagging my hubby to get up earlier, which I don’t have the energy for in he morning anyway, I just have to let my hubby that. I can’t do anything about the medical bills and Social Security so why am I wasting my time worrying about them?
- When I tried to go to sleep at one o’clock, the second time I’d laid down, the hubby wouldn’t leave me alone, which made me really angry, contributing to my inability to sleep. I try to give him what he needs, even when I’d much rather be sleeping. Maybe my next advertisement I do on the blog will be for a Sister Wife
- My three-year-old can’t sleep either because the lucky girl took two naps today.
There could be more but I’m typing on my daughter’s Kindle Fire and it keeps deleting random words and letters. I’m about ready to throw this thing.