Fibronaut At Home

I’m Back…Sort Of

on August 12, 2013

After my sad, pity party of a post the other day, I decided to kick my own ass and get with the program. Four days later, I’m still recovering. I’m still kicking ass, but I hurt a lot. I cleaned the bathroom, did laundry, did dishes, swept and mopped the kitchen and bathroom, and vacuumed the living room. That night, I somehow found the energy for sex. Why did I do that all in one day? What the french toast was I thinking?
It is laundry time again and yesterday I washed dishes again. Just scrolling on the internet has my back and shoulders aching and from my middle toes, up my ankle, I’ve had a horrible pain for the last three days. I keep hoping it’ll go away, but it hasn’t. I can barely walk and nothing relieves the pain. I don’t even know what I did. Plus, all my funny walking now has my knee and hip hurting even worse than normal. I also ran out of my magnesium malate. Could that account for the extra pain?
On a positive note, my clean kitchen, living room and bathroom make me happy. I’ve done a little bit of sewing. Normally, hurting this bad makes me just sit on the couch, but since my heating pads aren’t relieving the pain, I might as well try to distract myself. I have to drive today, so I’m hoping that I don’t have any trouble with that. I am used to using both feet to drive. If I try to use one, I use my right foot, but that is the one that hurts.
I like having a somewhat clean house, but I just don’t know if it is worth this pain. Now my shoulders and neck are screaming from typing this. I have to drive somewhere in 45 minutes and I still need to take a shower. I think I can get away with just wetting my hair and if I wear jeans I won’t have to shave, so I might be okay. There is another reason to be excited for winter. I can be a hairy beast and no one will know.


One response to “I’m Back…Sort Of

  1. Ms. Ladybug says:

    Hey…you did it!!! I know how it is to push yourself. You can do it, but the price is huge. Good for you for having sex in spite of tho. I find being intimate and sharing with my partner can actually offer some pain relief. It definitely is good for the soul and can help clear the pity party out and make it more of an intimate party. Shaving…unless you struggle with pain issues and energy issues you can’t know how many spoons that takes. I have told my guy who likes my legs nice a smooth….if I am low on energy and doing this for you, you better be willing to pick up the slack somewhere else. It’s a give and take life…having a relationship with fibro. Anyhow…good for you!!!! You rocked!

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