My attorney just called and it turns out, I’m not disabled. What a relief. Guess I’ll just get up, go out and get a job. No problem!
Ugh. In all seriousness, I do not feel like fighting anymore. My attorney wants me to read through the decision when I get it in the mail and then make an appointment to discuss my options. From the little she read, the judge went with the doctor who examined me for 5 minutes for the State of Colorado. He disregarded my doctors’ opinions and the opinion of the occupational expert that testified at my appeal.
I can’t let this bring me down. I have to keep breathing, stop gritting my teeth and just let it go. Can’t change it now, might as well move on. I think I’ll blast some happy music and do something that makes me happy.